2007-04-19
charmaine discovers her problem
As the one and only thing I've ever only wanted from AEP draws closer (EuroTour), I find myself sinking in apprehension. And I can't say I'm too pleased with twists and turns my mind is taking.
I wish I could offer some mature, thoughtful, parent-safe reasons - like having Coursework andKI IS to write, or finally acknowledging that my severe oblivion towards geography and street vices could possibly leave me stranded, butchered, mugged in Europe (ghastly! imagine not being able to come back in time for the A levels!). But really, it's more of an acute languorous attitude taking over my life. I am ashamed. Okay, I know I should be ashamed.
I figure this is the reason why I'm having so much problem with my coursework now, but what's going to be harder to figure, is how I should tell my mentor that laziness is the reason why I'm so thoroughly and hopelessly stuck.
See, the problem with being my own road block is that I don't really want to do anything about it.
Gah.
nothing ever happens at 8:17 p.m.